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Iranian chess official fears going home over hijab

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Iranian chess official fears going home over hijab

Shohreh Bayat is an arbiter for the International Chess Federation.

Religious indoctrination starts early in Iran when you are forced at school to learn the Koran. I was a dutiful student, praying while wearing a loose, ugly school uniform, with my hair hidden under a big scarf. At age 8, I even won a prize for fasting.

At 9, I was introduced by my father to the beautiful game of chess, beloved by ancient Persian poets. Chess requires logic and critical thinking — not faith.  

I slowly began to question in my teens. If God is fair, why is there so much pain and suffering in the world?

The Hijab

Even if my faith was fading, as a woman in Iran, I had no choice but to tolerate the hijab — the Islamic emblem of constant, misogynistic oppression. I avoided looking at myself in mirrors. Wearing the head-covering was torment enough. When travelling abroad for chess tournaments, I admired the young women from other countries who wore nice clothes, their hair beautifully styled. I gradually began to spend more time in front of the mirror, trying to find ways, within the confines of my fabric prison, to appear normal.

The charming Shohreh Bayat posing with members of the Kenya Team to the 2018 Chess Olympiad. Standing from left CM Ben Magana, Shohreh, FM Steve Ouma and Ricky Sang. Photo credit Kim Bhari.
The charming Shohreh Bayat posing with members of the Kenya Team to the 2018 Chess Olympiad. Standing from left CM Ben Magana, Shohreh, FM Steve Ouma and Ricky Sang. Photo credit Kim Bhari.

Whenever I went abroad, I would make small changes in my appearance, perhaps by showing more hair than previously, even if I was careful to keep a portion of it concealed. Eventually, I gained a degree of renown as an international chess arbiter, working at tournaments around the world. I slowly became braver in loosening my hijab on those trips.

General Secretary

In 2017, I was honoured to be the first woman ever appointed General Secretary of a sports federation in Iran. But holding the position meant also enduring continual harassment by Iranian Chess Federation officials about the hijab. The next year, I resigned in frustration.

Women’s World Chess Championship

That did not end the conflicts over the hijab. I continued to travel as an arbiter for the International Chess Federation and was pleased to be chosen for the Women’s World Chess Championship 2020. When packing to travel to Shanghai for the first leg of the championship last month, I included several colourful scarves, which was the most daring I could be within the confines of Iranian law.

Shohreh Bayatt & FIDE Vice-President Anastasia Sorokina. Photo credit Kim Bhari
Shohreh Bayatt & FIDE Vice-President Anastasia Sorokina

After the first round in Shanghai, I received a message from the Iranian Chess Federation asking me to send a ‘good’ photograph from the competition. Translation: Photos that I appeared in on foreign websites were not ‘hijabi’ enough for the federation to post on the messaging app Telegram in Iran. The loose scarf I wore was quite acceptable by Iranian standards, but more is demanded of public figures. Infuriated, like millions of Iranian women who hate the hijab, I said it was the best I could do.

The next day

I resolved to wear a ‘worse’ hijab the next day, suspecting that the officials would decide that the first-round photo was ‘good’ enough. I had no idea how this decision would change my life.

As anticipated, the photo from the first day appeared belatedly on Telegram. I had no idea anything was amiss until after the third round, when I went back to the hotel.   I was stunned on turning on my smartphone to see that it was teeming with messages. Some had stark warnings: “Do not come back, they will arrest you.” Others included screenshots of Iranian media alleging that I had not worn a hijab at all. The photo failed to convey that I did indeed wear one, albeit loosely — and, worse, had committed the outrage on the anniversary of some protest (the date of which I was unaware).

Apology letter?

Publicly, the President of the Iranian Chess Federation said that my participation in the event had nothing to do with him. Privately, he sent messages telling me to write an open letter supporting the hijab. Meanwhile, my harmless photo from the first round was purged from Telegram, which in Iran is heavily monitored by the government.

Shohreh Bayat as a player.
Shohreh Bayat as a player.

How could I write a letter proclaiming what I don’t believe? Was it not humiliating enough that I had had to endure this detestable scarf on my head every day? The pain was enormous, the tears endless.

The next day condemned already, I left the scarf behind and entered the world with determination and satisfaction. The Iranian media reported, without evidence, that I had applied for asylum. (No country was named.) I was still at the tournament, with weeks to go, and had a return ticket to Tehran. I wanted to go home, but by now it was too dangerous.

In Britain

As I write to you, I am in Britain.  A lovely country, where I have received much kindness and generosity from the chess community. I don’t know what the future holds.

I have seen many words of support from U.S embassies around the world. That is touching, but also poignant, given that most Iranians can no longer enter the United States. Is it really against the law to be born Iranian? We are also humans, you know.

Shohreh Bayat in Baku.
Shohreh Bayat in Baku.

Links

Interview with Shohreh Bayat General Secretary of Iranian Chess Federation.

Shohreh Bayat settles in the UK.